I’m sorry. I haven’t posted ever.
Ive been wrapped up in my own little sad world that I lost all interest in everything. Please share my posts as much as you can, I need people to listen, I need the whole world and all its support. I need help.
I can’t be me, if I was myself then people would be fed up. They would question why I behave the way I do, the way I talk and cry and do very little. They would look at me with disgust, not pity. I don’t want pity. I want help. Get me out of what I’m feeling please.
The funny thing is, I have no one to talk to. My day-to-day life is triggering. I don’t want to add anymore stress to my friends who have their own things to deal with. My very best friend doesn’t understand; I said ‘I hate myself’ and he replied with ‘why this moment?’…
It’s not just a moment of feeling sad, IT IS EVERYDAY THAT I AM DYING!
Please help, share, I will post more also.
The internet is my notebook
Simply Jessica 